What's Left?
So he texted me in the beginning of May (a couple months after he dumped me) and asked me how I was doing. I wrote him back the next day that I was good. He then asked if I wanted to start trying to be friends and that he was free on Saturday for lunch. I was anxious about it the entire rest of the day. Not the good anxious. The thought of seeing him on purpose, at his request, made me sick. In my head, in some way, he was still the guy that hurt me so much. In the current ranking of people who have hurt me, he was the top of the current charts. I don't want to be a part of anything to do with him. I don't want to see him, I don't want to talk to him, I don't want to listen to people talk about him, I don't want to see his face on social media. I'm still not sure if I'll ever want to be his friend, but I was damned sure I didn't want to be his friend right now. Right now, he can take a long walk off a short pier. By himself. So I told him that if